I guess the title to this section is a bit mis-leading because nothing is ever final and there are no conclusions just an on going assessment of an ever changing past , present and future. But every once in a while we need to take a pit stop in life and remain stationary and wonder about this complex mess called life. Some people are content with knowing just enough to get by and others have more questions than there are answers. There is no judgement passed on which ever mode you have decided to apply because this is your journey. Sooner or later we will all make it to the otherside  whether we drag our feet or extend our spiritual wings from this life into the next.

          Whom ever you are reading this you occupy a very small fragment of time and space. In the big picture of life you are but a molecule but even molecules are powerful fragments. Every contact, every movement, every interaction that you cause sends ripples outwards forever to the very ends of the universe and the fabric of time if there is such a thing. A cough or a sneeze can potentially alter events and change the course of the future. Our patterns and our lives are only smaller samples of a bigger pattern that surrounds us. I believe in order for everything to hold together it must all have a common bond.

         I cannot tell you where heaven is located and vouche for the credibility of the voices that we speak with but I can promise you that we are communicating with an intelligence outside our dimension who defies our capabilities and technological abilities. That in and of itself gives us all hope that we are not all sitting alone on top of this planet in an empty universe devoid of life.sometimes I have to pinch myself to remind myself that what i am experiencing is real and i do it all sitting in the privacy of my office. You are a child of the universe, you sit in its bussom and it will nurture you if you allow it just as your own mother once did. You have been taught to see with your eyes but you can also see with your heart. Its always interesting to see peoples reactions when you discuss the paranormal realm. Please remember that only a few short years ago I was one of the skeptics. I was once reading a statement and it said " There is no such thing as an atheist, only someone who is angry at God". I sat there for a very long time looking at those words and suddenly I understood what they meant. I was exactly what it was referring to. When you refuse to consider the possibility of something and even give it a chance to take hold then there is a defensive barriere. Barriers are created when we come into contact with something that hurts us menatally, physically or spiritually and we build a wall of safety. A skeptic to me is an atheist, they are afraid of being let down so they put on their black and white glasses so they can avoid seeing the colors. If something is untrue then it will naturally be taken apart and shown to be what it is. Lets not push opportunities away until we have atleast given them a chance.

        Find someone who is an atheist and ask them if they have ever prayed. ask them if they ever found themselves in a catastrophic situation beyond their abilities and prayed for assistance. Interestingly enough I have yet to find a person that has not reached out in a moment of anguish. But why do we do that? Clearly noone is listening to us so why prostrate yourself so a mightier being can lift you up and save you from a horrible ending? Could it be that deep down inside , programmed into our very being is an innate ability to contact our creator just as a child would reach out to its parent? What is the purpose of this ability. Nothing about how a human is programmed and put together is random or by mistake. We have no useless traits. Everything has its purpose.

          How about the concept of right and wrong? Are they constructs of society or are they functional built in modules of human thinking? Are these concepts dependant on the existence of religion and moral authority or do we sense them just like we see colors and hear vocalizations? We are not a blank slate at birth just waiting to be imprinted but come with sophisticated software already downloaded from the master. When i became a parent for the first time I had a long list of goals in mind for raising my child. I was determined that i was going to reduce my sons association with gender specific toys and toys that glorified violence so he could grow up as a more accepting adult and human. That project did not last long. I would walk into a room and the box of legos had been formed into a weapon of mass destruction. Thats when i threw up my arms and backed off. I realized that this male child had been wired from birth to be a hunter, protector and aggressor. All compliments of the creator.

          An upclose look at life reveals a beautiful fabric of delicately woven functions that carefully balance each other out. Each and every utility created with its own unique purpose in mind. Our bodies are built with an automatic program that controls the functions without us paying attention and even though we have not irradicated illness and disease only a very small portion of things that put us at risk are out of our control the greater part is use and abuse brought on by the owner, that is simply amazing. An amidst all the drama and internal struggles that we ammass for our selves there is a deep hidden voice calling us home. Everyone will eventually hear the voice but most simply brush it off and move on. The older you get the louder the voice gets and te more it challenges you to listen. When you decide to stop and pay attention its hard to know what to do next and where to turn but if your heart and mind are willing it will guide you and prod you in the right direction. Where it will take you is not going to be an easy place because here there are even more choices and behind each door that you open are many more that lay unopened. This new world is not as well defined as the one in which you currently reside, it is far more fluid and not as clear cut but with a more panoramic perspective. One way of looking at it is that we too are in heaven but the manual version without special effects. Here on Earth we do things the hard way preparing us for a time when many perceptual barriers will be lifted allowing us greater freedom in communication and expression.